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IOU #29 - Staring at Patterns

by Method of Doubt

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New Language 02:34
Give up Give up It’s done You lost we won Restart Restart Our turn You walk We run Life’s too short to live it framed in crosshairs Pull the trigger I promise I’m not scared. It’s not making sense anymore: The things we ask and the answers we accept Gave us the words and told us what they meant Decades in I still can’t make them connect Come on Come on You’re smart You want It’s yours Work hard Go far Your fault Missed mark Restart There’s no reason for you to act so confused Your seat at the table will be pulled up soon It’s not making sense anymore: The things we mind and the things that we neglect Upward trends and promised life of success I hope I’m wrong but I don’t think they’re correct
2.
Black Box 02:07
Learned to love constant distraction Ignore the view, prefer refraction Fly your flag and pick your faction Change the world just by inaction Constant information drip All of your life’s nuance stripped Learn the paths and learn the patterns And then tell me what really matters Where you go you’ll go alone You will reap what you have sown Can’t explain what you’ve been shown Nothing ever truly known When your attention span is fractured You become easy to capture ‘In the know’ through over stimulation Keeps you prone to manipulation Create perpetual resentment Constant pain because you let them Keep you stupid and complacent Through experience replacement A sunset you can never catch An itch you can never scratch A new world of muted tones All is borrowed and nothing owned This plan that you devised To get behind my eyes To get inside my mind Never will but you still try
3.
I wish I could make you understand This was never promised land Just a waiting room for us to stand Until we meet our end You took something that was free And sold it back to me And called it industry And now I have to ask: Why’d we make a weapon a tool? I don’t know how to make you understand Once it’s gone, it’s gone You can buy anything you want Except a second chance I don’t want to be a headline I don’t want to be a billboard I don’t want be a piece of the puzzle I never want to come face to face with a muzzle Just put it down.
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Interval 01:04
Sun came up again, no different from the last I guess this is what it’s like to be addicted to the past Suspended in freefall Don’t wanna see how we land I take no comfort in knowing that this is all as planned No future We got it all figured out No future And we’re not getting out Day after day Nothing’s changed Same after same And we’re all to blame
5.
Kudzu 02:11
I watch you enjoy yourself as you destroy yourself I must excuse myself from this thing we built that just won’t change I just want to walk away from Narcissism Materialism Sadism by algorithm Walk in lockstep with the promise makers, it’s safe That’s just not for me Never wanted, Never asked for, Never fought for any of this Never mattered We were always Victims of consequence You can’t control yourself You still console yourself I must protect myself from the things you sell It’s insane the things you expect from me Far exceeded What we needed Never heeded the few that pleaded When you worship yourself, why stop now? Build more tracks for the train, ask for more of the same
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This mean joke that we’re born into Where and when we cannot choose Life is cruel but I’ll take its abuse Because there are some things that I can’t ever lose Space and time; so many things we don’t decide I won’t ask why; as long as you’re in mine. This mean joke that we’re born into Where and when we cannot choose But I wouldn’t ever ask to start brand new And throw away the gift of knowing you Gray and blues to golds and reds Paradise in my head I hope the days just never end Comfortable in my eternal bed Thinking back on what we did, what we said Time with you is time well spent I can’t believe I ever wanted to leave.
7.
And so it starts again Cutting years off a life to add seconds to a day I apologize my friend I gotta go, I just can’t stay In pursuit of change, new words on a page, new things to exchange Impulse is not direction though it tries to find a way Gotta get out Perfect circle starts again Do or do not Perfect circle starts I chose the sun I chose light I chose life I chose to make more, not take away I chose to restore, to stop the pain I chose to- I wanted more from being here I wanted more from myself I wanted more I don’t think we ever felt the minutes the same
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I bled myself dry Just to say I tried Learned the hard way There never was any picking sides Just when you think you’re winning That’s when the feeling sets in Have to get away, but which way are you running? Where were you when you found out help isn't coming? I want to die for something. I hope I die for something. Tanks, guns, bombs, death These are the ways we preserve life Money, time, pleasure, pain, These are the reasons for the wars we fight Love, bonds, promise, life These are the things that we just can’t buy There’s one thing I’ll never say And that’s that I wish I had more time I want to die for something. I will not die for nothing.

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released December 1, 2021

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